"You can't be serious!" Jessica called out disbelievingly. "You guys were like the perfect couple!"
"Well it's true," Sally stated. "We're just friends now."
"Are you okay?" Poopsie asked.
"I'm fine," she said defiantly. She hated it when people asked her a thousand questions about her feelings.
"You can't be just friends," Dee commented, shaking her head.
"We've always been friends," Sally told her.
"What about the wedding?" Jed asked with an air of panic. "Is he still coming? Will he still be a groomsman? Are you
okay with him walking with you?"
"Calm down, Jed," Sally said. "I have no problem walking down the aisle with him."
Tonya frowned. "This had better not have happened just because you haven't told him."
"I know just what you need," Dee said with a wild look in her eye and a mischievous grin on her face.
- - - - - - - - - -
After a few rounds and a rousing heart-felt rendition of Little Texas' First Time for Everything, Sally left
the karaoke stage to a drunken applause. Picking her way across the barroom floor she returned to the table where Dee sat,
clapping happily.
"That was wonderful," she said as Sally took a seat. "I think every man in this place believed every word you said. Especially
the part about sleeping around." She eyed a couple of men who were ogling in their direction. "I'm going to get another one."
She set her glass down and stood, then looked down at her friend. "Want anything?"
Sally just shook her head; the walk across the room had seemed to drain her of her energy for the moment. She placed
her head in her hands trying to get a rational thought to form as Dee walked toward the bar.
"...Not without tipping him off...."
The blonde overheard the conversation at the table behind her. The man didn't seem too pleased as he spoke in a native
Latin American accent.
"...Then they'll all just have to fall together..."
Sally turned to see a man of about twenty-five sitting in a dark booth against the wall by himself. He was talking authoritatively
into his small cell phone.
"I already have a plan: we'll use their weakness against them."
Sally hadn't realized she was staring at him until his dark brown eyes met hers. She had somehow been mesmerized that
the man had a completely shaved head, except for an unshaven dark line that started at the base of his lower lip and trailed
over his chin.
"Perhaps I should call you back," he said into the phone while his eyes were still on the unsteady woman watching him.
He then casually clicked it shut and returned it to a pocket as he leaned over to her. As he did, the dim barroom light hit
his chest to reveal the very tight long sleeved t-shirt he was wearing which accented his nicely sculpted chest.
"It's not polite to stare," he said to her, his dark eyes still locked on hers.
"Perhaps it's time I stopped being polite," she said bluntly. A slight smile appeared on his face.
"Yes. As you so remarkably put it: There's a first time for everything. I take it that there's a lot you'd like to do
now that you felt prior obligations and responsibilities kept you from accomplishing. Your newfound freedom has unleashed
more than your physical being."
Sally blinked away from his hypnotic eyes. "You sound like a horoscope," she said, leaning back in her chair.
"Perhaps you'd like me to predict your future?" His dark eyes traveled the length of her body as he leaned still closer
to her.
"Miller," a sneering voice made Sally and the shaved man look up. The familiar figure of a tall, thin man stood before
them. The young woman blinked in disbelief. "Sorry for the intrusion, Miss, but this young man must depart immediately."
She continued to stare, her mouth agape. Miller stood and winked a goodbye to her. Sally stared after them as they left.
Then suddenly her body received the information her brain was sending and she hastily stood up; but something was lost
in the drunken translation and she tangled herself in the chair, and fell over backward. Dee rushed to her side.
"I think we ought to go home now," Dee said as she looked down at her friend.
"That's... that's Daft, Sally stated oddly.
"No, I think it's a perfectly sane proposition."
- - - - - - - - - - -
All day Sally seemed to be feeling a sort of restlessness, a
need to do something, but she wasn't sure what it was.
Tonya
walked out onto the porch as Sally sat, slowly swinging in the porch swing.
"Where
are you going?" the blonde asked.
"To
the refuge," the braided girl replied. "It's time for the annual shots."
"Can
I come?" she asked hopefully. Tonya cocked an eyebrow.
"It'll
take all day," she warned.
"Please,
anything to get away from here today." Tonya wondered for a moment if she wanted
to leave because it was the day Daniel was coming to trim the hedges.
"Alright,"
Tonya shrugged. "But don't say I didn't warn you."
When
they arrived they first entered the medical building and Tonya collected some shots that she would need to administer to the
petting zoo animals. Sally shadowed her to the stables for some more equipment.
"Hey,
ladies," called a voice as they entered. They both turned to see a man looking
at them from over the back of a horse.
"You
remember Steve?" Tonya asked Sally. "Steve, this is my roommate, Sally," she
introduced them.
"Yeah,"
Steve said as he grinned and walked around the horse he'd been saddling. "We met at The Annual Picnic last year." As he came into view Sally at once remembered him. He was
the only true cowboy Sally knew. He was a strong good-looking man in his late
twenties. From hat, to belt buckle, to pointed calf high boots he was the epitome
of the down to earth men of old, with mannerisms to match.
"Where
are you off to?" Tonya asked him, nodding her head at the saddled animal.
"Lilly
and me, we're going out to see the herd. Thought we'd check up on a couple of
the heifers."
"Steve's
the buffalo expert around here," she explained to Sally. "We all just call him
'Bison Boy'."
"Yeah,"
Steve replied with a smirk. "And I shan't repeat what we call you round here
in the presence of a lady." He tipped the brim of his hat at Sally, who smiled.
Tonya
gave him a threatening look.
"Hey,"
Steve playfully tapped Sally's arm. "You wouldn't fancy a ride out to the herd
with me, would ya?" Either his tan face or the shadow from his hat made his hazel
eyes stand out as he peered at her from beneath its brim. "Ever seen bison up
close? They're magnificent creatures."
"Well..."
Sally began, as she looked at Tonya who rolled her eyes then shrugged.
"Go
ahead. That'd be more fun than giving animals shots anyway."
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Their horses cantered across the wild prairie as they chatted together. Sally found herself charmed by Steve's general nature. He'd
explain meanings of trail talk when he used them; and she couldn't help but smile every time he did.
"So, Tonya tells me you've gone separate ways from your beau," he said kind of suddenly.
"Yeah," she shrugged. "Things just weren't working
out."
"Bet he kicks himself every morning when he realizes what he's lost."
"It's not really like that..." she said, but then stopped.
She wasn't sure what to liken it to.
"We're almost to the herd. They should be on
yonder side of that hill. Now, you can ride up the hill with me, but then you
stay put. They can be uppity sometimes and I don't want you gettin' hurt. If somethin' happens and they charge your way, just let Ol Misty take ya with the
flow." He reached out and patted the neck of the gray mare she was riding. "She'll know what to do, and she doesn't spook easily." He looked at her for a moment. "'Right then?"
"Ready."
As they reached the top of the hill the prairie seemed to open up below them, the tall green
and yellow grasses mixed beautifully with the summer wild flowers and the unmistakable presence of the buffalo herd. The large animals seemed as peaceful as deer, their large heads lowered as they chewed
the wild grass.
"I'll return shortly," Steve said as Lily made
their way slowly down the hill to join the herd.
- - - - - - - - - -
A few hours later they were sitting on a large jut of limestone next to the creek that supplied
water to the buffalo pasture. The herd had wandered down to this cool shady spot
for the heat of the afternoon and Steve and Sally were thankful to follow them.
Steve pulled a long stalk of wild grass from between his lips and gestured toward the large
animals all around them. "Well, what do ya think, now that you've got a good
look?"
Sally smiled slightly. "They're marvelous. And to think that herds of hundreds used to roam free over these same hills."
"We've got sixty one in this here herd. By Christmas,
I reckon a few more: at least two."
He tilted his hat back on his head, revealing some of his brown hair. He then jumped off the
rock and held a hand up to her for support. She took it, although she didn't need it, and when the Kansas clay was firmly
under her feet once more she looked up at him to thank him for his chivalrous act but found him looking intently down at her.
Steve's hazel eyes traveled slowly to her lips as he leaned closer. Their lips touched for a moment. As he pulled away his head
suddenly jerked to one side as the force of her open hand made solid contact with his cheek.
At once both her hands came to cover her gaping mouth: her own actions had completely caught her off guard.
"Are you okay, Steve?" she asked still shocked. "I
don't know why... I am so sorry." She was reaching for him now to make
sure she hadn't broken anything.
He slowly worked his jaw as he rubbed the area that was already turning red.
"You pack some wallop, girl," he said in a surprised tone.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He could tell by her concern that the slap had been a subconscious
reaction.
"I'll be fine," he reassured her. "No harm done." He winked then helped her up onto Misty.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"'Bout
time," Tonya called out to them as they led their mounts back into the stable. She
eyed both of them. Sally had a very guilty look on her face. The side of Steve's face contained the red imprint of a hand. "What
happened to you?"
"Had
a bit of an accident." He glanced over at Sally and smiled, then took Misty's reins from her.
"You run along. I'll take care of the ladies." He saw the look of concern in the blonde's blue eyes.
"It's
all right," said Steve. "Could've happened to anyone."
"I can't
tell you how sorry I am," Sally said.
"Then
maybe to make it up to me you'll have dinner with me tomorrow?" he smirked as he patted Lily's neck.
"Sure,"
she said. The word had erupted from her mouth before she had even thought about
the proposal thoroughly.
"See
you tomorrow at six, then," he called as the two girls exited.
Tonya
was now looking at Sally with a cocked eyebrow. "What did you do?"
- -
- - - - - - - - - - - -
After having a wonderful dinner at the best steakhouse in town,
Sally found herself sitting on the tailgate of Steve's Dodge Ram, her feet swinging slowly as the radio played softly from
the cab. The 'Bison Boy' had driven them to the secluded hill that overlooked
the sparkling city of Tequila
Heights. Sally had heard Sebastian,
Alec and Zarbon speak of it before and it was just as romantic as she had thought it would be.
Although she herself had never been here before, she had an almost excited feeling of giddiness inside her that was
accompanied by the uneasiness of doubt and guilt.
Sally
glanced over at Steve. In the moonlight the fading imprint of her hand was not
visible at all. She had constantly told him how truly sorry she was all evening. She sighed.
"Sorry,"
he said. "I'm boring you." He had been explaining something about buffalo, but
it was true her mind had wandered.
"Sorry
if I'm not too good of company tonight."
"Oh,
no, you're fine company." His hazel eyes twinkled at her like the stars. "Mighty fine."
She
felt his hand rest atop hers as he turned toward her. And again a wane of giddiness
and nervousness flowed over her. He was leaning closer now, his caramel colored
eyes so beautiful. His lips were touching hers; she held her breath as he slowly
kissed her. He pulled slightly away then kissed her again, a bit deeper. It was if her mind were blank, she only wanted to stay in that content moment forever.
But
suddenly she pulled from him. There were voices and footsteps coming up the small
dirt road. The sounds of a couple laughing reached her ears and then she hear
a familiar voice call:
"Hello,
we're having car trouble," he was calling out as they walked closer. "We heard
your radio. Would you mind..." They had come into the clearing in which the truck
sat and Daniel had paused when he recognized the young woman sitting on the tail gate.
Apparently it had caught him off gaurd. "Uh... Would you mind giving us a lift?"
Sally
couldn't see the exact look on his face in the darkness, but she wasn't sure she wanted to.
Her eyes turned to the young woman he was with.
"Hey,
Daniel," she said. "This is Steve."
Steve
grinned. "Well, how 'bout that, running into a friend of yours way out here."
"This is Teri," Daniel introduced his companion. "Teri, this is Sally. She lives at the MacMickle
Mansion where I work."
Teri
was a very beautiful woman with short brown hair and a very flattering figure. Some
Greek letters were written across her tight spaghetti strapped halter-top. Her
slender fingers were wrapped around the handle of a guitar case. Perhaps she
had been up here serenading Daniel with her talents.
"Well, I don't think I'd call it work," Sally said. "Playing in the dirt all day."
Steve
chuckled slightly. "So you need a lift back into town?"
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"So,"
Daniel tried to make polite conversation the next day. "On a date last night,
huh?"
There
were so many things Sally wanted to shout back at him, evil and sarcastic things, but she recognized his politeness and volleyed
it right back.
"Yeah,"
she added a shrug of indifference. "And you?"
"Not
really," he kind of smirked to himself. "More like a field trip." Sally gave
him a sceptical look.
"What,
you're teaching Tammy all about nature so you decided to take her up to that place to get some first hand knowledge about
mating habits?"
Daniel
looked at her sternly.
"Teri,"
he corrected her. "And that was uncalled for."
Sally
scoffed aloud.
"If we're going to remain friends you're going to have to accept that I may seek the company
of nice young women other than yourself." He looked at her for a moment then
added, "I'm not making accusations about you and Steve." He smiled slightly. "Although I did find you in a very intimate
position."
"That
sounds like an accusation to me," Sally blurted loudly at him.
"I was
just teasing you," Daniel retorted in a hurt tone. Then he sighed. "Sally, I know you're a responsible adult, and as your friend I know you'll make the right decisions with
any relationship you create."
Suddenly
something inside her wanted to be anything but what he thought she was: to contradict his perception of her, to prove him
wrong.
"Are
you going home for Father's Day?" Daniel asked after a small silence, painfully trying to be polite again.
"Just
for Sunday", she said haughtily. "How are you going to get home if your car's
broken down?"
"Teri
was driving."
"Oh,
how convenient."
Daniel
sighed.
"Can
I tell you the truth?" he asked shakily. "I was un...nerved by the fact
that you were kissing another man. And I can tell by your demeanor that you didn't
take well to the prospect of Teri and my circumstances."
Sally
scoffed again. "Yeah, your circumstances... I saw that shirt she was
wearing, Daniel. I know about your taste in... in women. And she was showing
you everything you wanted to see with her little speghetti straps and..."
They
glared at each other for a minute: blue and gray eyes locking defiantly, then
averting at the same moment.
"Sometimes
I swear I dont know you at all..." he accidentally said aloud.
"I could
say the same of you," Sally shot back.
He turned
towards her and boldly looked into her eyes.
"There's
so much I want to tell you," Daniel started. "But I don't know how." He ran his
fingers through his hair. "Or if..."
"I know
how you feel," Sally interrupted.
"I want
our relationship to work, but it just can't happen with this..." he looked at her face, hoping she could comprehend his meaning,
"between us."
She
nodded slowly. It wasn't that long ago when she had decided to tell him everything,
but her logical sense had somehow smashed the idea of bearing her secret. "Daniel,
I..."
"Wait,"
he stopped her. "This isn't something to take lightly. If... When we're going to be honest with each other, it's the truth... the whole truth; and I know
what closed, guarded people you and I can be." He swallowed. "It won't be easy.
"That's
what you can give me as a late birthday present," he continued. "Friend to friend...
the truth."
Although
it was a serious moment, Sally couldn't resist. "But I had already bought you
a shirt."
He smirked
slightly at her joke. "I'm going to KC this weekend, Jeff's throwing my dad a
surprise birthday party on Father's Day."
"Tell
Simon Happy Birthday for me."
"We'll
have a long talk when I get back." He turned to leave.
- -
- - - - - - - - -
"You're
home late," Simon Lairdlot said as his son came through the door. "I expected
you home around dinner."
"Sorry,
I got caught up with something." Daniel set his small suitcase down and shook his father's hand. "Happy Father's Day, dad," he said with a weak smile.
"Well,
it's not very happy if something is troubling my son." He put a hand on the young
man's shoulder. "Want to talk about it?"
"Maybe
tomorrow. I've had a long drive."
Simon
nodded and watched his son ascend the staircase.
- -
- - - - - - - - - -
Daniel pulled on a white muscle-shirt as he sat down on his
folded back sheets. He reached into the suitcase next to his bed and pulled out
the framed picture of his family. His eyes tenderly caressing the faces of his
loved ones. Slowly he turned it over and pried open the back. Lifting the
back and removing the slender piece of cardboard he revealed a second picture: the one of him with his best childhood friend. He sighed as his hand moved from his forehead through his hair.
"But
will she understand?" he whispered to himself.
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